- Reminds me of this:   
- Haha this is a scene in inside out 2 
 
- this, except it’s just an upsetting reminder that the task I’m putting off is not even that hard, yet I’m still not doing it. - Have you ever been tested for ADHD? I don’t want to go around diagnosing people but this kind of executive dysfunction is central to it - Do you sometimes agonize on and off for hours over a task that could be done in 30 minutes? - never been diagnosed. - agnizing over tasks happens often, and at the same time I’m not actually bringing any pleasure to myself by avoiding it. - I was diagnosed at 44. Meds have changed my life. Also I’m glad that I am not actually a horrible failure of a human, as I was led to believe my entire life. 
- I was diagnosed last year. I’m 41. I wondered what the hell was “wrong with me” my entire life. Meds help but this shit sucks. 
 
 
 
- That would be way too much work 
- How do you ignore an elephant? - Is this elephant you speak of in the room with us? - I don’t remember. What do I look like, an elephant? - Do you want an honest answer? 
 
 
- One byte at a time 
 
- So true - I have a huge overwhelming cleanup job and finally broke it down to …. How about just collect obsolete electronics like cordless phones in a box for recycling? That’s it. Quick and easy. But I’m successfully ignoring it 
- now my list is longer 
- Then vacuum the floor full of smaller tasks. No more tasks and the floor is vacuumed. 





