me_irl - eviltoast
  • FundMECFS@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    5 days ago

    I wish I decided.

    The capitalists let COVID go rampant and now I’m been bedridden by a COVID triggered disability for a couple years.

  • _____@lemm.ee
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    4 days ago

    I love being alone. I don’t know if anyone can add on any information about it what this is I feel:

    I don’t mind hanging out with people but I will not do it on my free time.

    Coworkers want to get food together? Fine, and I talk and socialize just fine.

    People want to do something (anything) during the weekend? 0 interest. It’s practically impossible for me to think “wow, I’d like that” and another thing is I don’t like meeting new people and these events are almost always 5 of my friends and 13 people I do. kt care about in the least.

    I’m at home playing music, listening to music, practicing hobbies or watching shows I wanna watch. Playing games.

    I don’t mind some social activities like skiing or whatever, but the whole set up and time lost preparing and etc is just enough to make me completely uninterested.

  • Mac@mander.xyz
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    5 days ago

    It’s so easy to fall into a routine of self-isolation as a method of protection after being hurt or losing something but i assure you it’s indistinguishable from self-harm.

  • andros_rex@lemmy.world
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    5 days ago

    My family and friends ditched me after the divorce, barring a handful. I live in a state run by conservative Christians and am very clearly gay.

    I’m isolated and weird by societal factors, not my own.