Barely functioning - eviltoast
    • PugJesus@lemmy.worldOP
      link
      fedilink
      English
      arrow-up
      30
      ·
      1 month ago

      All of my interests relate back to political and philosophical thought in some way. Closing my eyes won’t help. It’s not the barrage of stupidity that’s killing me, though that is aggravating. It’s the hopelessness, and that returns as long as the matter is considered, whether there’s news to go with it or not.

      • errer@lemmy.world
        link
        fedilink
        English
        arrow-up
        12
        ·
        1 month ago

        I feel you man. Most of my friends want to bury their heads in their sand to cope and ignore everything, I just can’t do that. I want to be angry for a while and talk about what’s making me angry.

        • PugJesus@lemmy.worldOP
          link
          fedilink
          English
          arrow-up
          20
          ·
          1 month ago

          I’m far too aware that the level of action I’m willing to take and the level of action it would take for one individual to change the course of nations are too far apart for anything but for my mood to change with the winds of the times, despair or hope as massive demographics drive them. On some level, I think, I would prefer to be clueless to that.

          But I can’t be. Some fuckers taught me how to read and write and shit, and now I’m cursed with literacy and awareness. I fucking hate it.

          • Hobbes_Dent@lemmy.world
            link
            fedilink
            arrow-up
            9
            ·
            1 month ago

            But I can’t be. Some fuckers taught me how to read and write and shit, and now I’m cursed with literacy and awareness. I fucking hate it.

            Heck yes.

            I had a media career and gained a… habit if not love… for news and journalism in a way. The habit is crushing now in the way that an addiction quickens into life-threatening dependence in the blink of an eye.

            I’m wrecked, honestly. About all of it, but there’s a little extra ketchup on the shit sandwich for me in the abandonment of journalism we see every day. Not to mention the impending media acceptance of Trump’s retribution.

            I feel you in this thread and it hurts because all I need to do is nod along.

      • oce 🐆@jlai.lu
        link
        fedilink
        arrow-up
        4
        ·
        edit-2
        1 month ago

        You can develop those subjects irl too, for example by joining a local non profit that focuses on something that you like. I think it’s the best way to go through this difficult period.

        • PugJesus@lemmy.worldOP
          link
          fedilink
          English
          arrow-up
          11
          ·
          1 month ago

          My point is that I can’t mentally avoid the reality of living under a Nero, as much as I’d like to. Not that I won’t find ways to cope, some helpful to broader society, and some not.

          • corsicanguppy@lemmy.ca
            link
            fedilink
            English
            arrow-up
            4
            ·
            1 month ago

            living under a Nero

            You. You impress me, for whatever that’s worth. Stay with us and stretch my brain a bit more.

    • AhismaMiasma@lemm.ee
      link
      fedilink
      arrow-up
      11
      ·
      1 month ago

      Most of my IRL circle are the problem… I am despairing that I need to so heavily prune core parts of my circle.

      • oce 🐆@jlai.lu
        link
        fedilink
        arrow-up
        2
        ·
        1 month ago

        Maybe you can develop new circles without having to cut existing ones, like joining some club or non profit about subjects that you like.