I’m in the “can’t find a doctor” camp. I had one doctor diagnose me with ADHD and BPD, but referred me to another doctor to be tested for autism, and had a ton of trouble just trying to get the appointment that now I’m just trying to find another doctor that offers mental health care and takes my insurance; but this was a bitch and a half to begin with with the doctor I have now, and the more I look the more I see just how fucked up this side of health care really is. Overworked, understaffed, full of people who do not give a single fuck about you, etc.

It’s harder every day to even want to continue living.