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  • KingJalopy @lemm.ee
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    3 months ago

    Yep. Same here. Except weed gives me panic attacks. But I just had (am having) the worst Monday ever and I am the boss at my job and since I’m having the worst Monday ever I said fuck it, put my phone on do not disturb and started day drinking… Basically told my service manager it’s all in your hands today and he knew exactly what I meant. Now I’m floating around in my pool with a beer in hand and saying fuck it. I’ll regret it tomorrow, but that’s a future me problem, not mine. I wish tomorrow me good luck.

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        3 months ago

        It helps but it still makes me panic. I was an everyday smoker for years and then after one really bad mushroom trip (out of a hundred) I can’t handle it anymore at all. It’s like something got rewired that night and I’ll never be the way I was before.