Yup. Seems to happen every year, where the “things I need to do” list grows beyond my control every December.

Worst part is finding gifts for everyone, since I’m incapable of determining what people want or need, and most people say “i dunno” or something like that. And it’s not like I can’t get them anything, since that’ll cause distress on my part.

For a “season of joy” I don’t think I’m doing it right.

yes…honestly not sure how to stop the doom scrolling, it’s obviously not healthy even for normal people let alone us.