It vaguely reminds me of Stepan Bandera torturing himself to try to become interrogation-resistant only to get sprayed with a cyanide gas gadget by the KGB like just owning yourself fruitlessly in a life-alteringly shitty way for the love of the Black Sun
Makes one wonder how he coped with a proof he could not master fate
The answer is always Hitlermaxxing
Kind of makes sense, he can’t control his but can control others’ fate.
It vaguely reminds me of Stepan Bandera torturing himself to try to become interrogation-resistant only to get sprayed with a cyanide gas gadget by the KGB like just owning yourself fruitlessly in a life-alteringly shitty way for the love of the Black Sun
But if he enhanced his training regime with homeopathic doses of cyanide he would live until this day (to be prosecuted, hopefully)